Despite understanding, our human minds trace blindly the steps towards magnetic mysteries that more often than not, may not have a need in our lives. Weakness? Are we all as a race collectively weak towards things we don’t understand? (Though such a truth is hardly ever publicized; if you can’t admit it to your self what would make you admit it to some one else) Maybe our intellect or SAT scores or PhD can not save us from any of it. It’s a place where none of your questions have any answers and you are submerged in vacuum…endless and airless oblivion. Your senses fail you, your intelligence will fail you and I assure you your instincts will surely fail you.

We surge ahead and fight ourselves to rise above some where. Maybe even have the distinct satisfaction that we knew what we were doing. Like wheels of a car stuck in a puddle mud we spin aggressively without ever getting anywhere. Like repetitive motion onto your enter button when your Pc refuses to un-hang itself. Adjust that to how you treat situations in your life. What these things have in common is the persuasive thought that maybe miraculously the next thing that might happen is that we might get it right.
Before we fall we like to believe that maybe we might fall into a new opportunity.

We chase dreams or ambitions but when you actually ask your self what you are doing this for…you won’t be able to narrow down your answer to something of value. Although in that moment u will convince your self it is all worth it.

In the end all you achieve is a bitter sense of failure. If the lines between your needs and wants still look blurry to you, then its obvious you haven’t learned anything.