I seemed to have had a good few funky days lately. its made me realize when u should let yourself be drawn in by a flow of all good things-don't think twice about it.

Its also made me realize that here in this world when u withdraw every once in a while into ur own black hole, even if at the time u might not see anyone there, ur not alone. Ur never alone.

Trust is something so controversial; It is what can draw people together. Or when u make an error in judgement in trusting someone, its what might get u bitten in the ass. My take on that is taking the risk of trusting people does pay off, even if u do get it wrong sometimes. Cause u come of it wiser than u were before. forget that maybe u turn into a cynic too sometimes.

anyway setting aside such highly random thoughts...today is the 14th and my birthday is on the 19th. i'm going to finally be sixteen. yay lol no i mean really its great its finally happening.

i mean all my school friends are 17 and in their last year of high school. whereas im in my 1st year of my LLB (Law)... and all my other friends are like 3-8 years older then me. which means being 16 makes me feel just a bit better.

doesnt change the fact that i have since forever and always will hate birthdays. bad things happen on birthdays. i hate depressing ones too.

anywhoooo now that i have finished venting i will be off to study. my midterms just as last year have come around but theyre actually from the 23rd. which isnt bad coz last time its was on the 20th.

love to all who deserve it
tc
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